It's demoralizing because I'm all like, uhhh...do you KNOW me? I have Red Bull running in my veins! I've done two graduate degrees (both while working full time, one while on maternity leave!)! You could basically hire me for a job where I have NONE of the qualifications and I would kick about 50 different kinds of a** because I'm an exceptional person. I think that for the sector I work in, I've got too much zing. I think people are looking for someone with less ideas and enthusiasm and someone more meek, and if that's what they want, then I can't give that to them. Plus, I love love love my current job and I find it fulfilling and it affords me a pretty exceptional work-life balance, so at the end of the day, I didn't lose.
I'm a lucky button, still.
I came home to this from the Dotytron, who went and got me treatsies from a new, local French bakery, Bonne Journée, as a pick-me-up:
See? I'm a lucky button with a lovely boo.
Then, the Roomie and sweet baby T came over so I got to look at this little mug while I ate my dinner:
See? I'm a lucky button with amazing friends and adorable babies in my life.
So we had a nice long visit and I got to squish T and listen to her funny little hooting laugh and gossiped with the Roomie and planned our New Year's Eve plans and then I busted out my glue gun to finish my new and improved yarn-wrapped wreath, because my long-awaited new shipment of vintage Shiny Brite ornaments arrived yesterday:
See? Could the successful candidate do THIS?! I don't bloody well think so!
Also, we had a splendid, rib-sticking dinner of slow cooker chili with avocado, sour cream, cheese, and cornbread on the side.
This all goes to show that when life gives you lemons, you pick up your hot glue gun and take comfort in the fact that you lead a full, fulfilling, and joy-filled life filled with good food, good friends, good family, good crafting, and love and no amount of failed job interviews can take that away from you.
That wreath was the easiest by the way (so technically, I guess the successful candidate could do it, BUT DIDN'T), and it looks classy as all f**k. I have an allergic reaction to decorations made with cheap, plasticky dollar store ball ornaments. They just never look...Etsy enough, for lack of a better word. Anyway, this is a simple matter of finding ornaments and a color of yarn that produce a nice color combination - I liked the modern feel of a the tweedy brown-grey with the antiqued, faded metallic undertones of the ornaments. First, I wrapped a foam wreath form with the yarn. Then I took my hot glue gun out for its' maiden voyage and put a dab of glue along the edge of the ornaments so that the tops were secure and they wouldn't pop off and shatter. Then I strung them on a 12" piece of thin, flexible, low gauge wire and alternated sizes and colors until they formed a pleasing cluster. I twisted the wire a few times to make sure the cluster would stay put and then tied the wire around the wreath and twisted it around the back to secure it and hide the sharp edges. Then I hung it - ta-da!
I still have the red yarn-wrapped wreath form from two years ago and I might do something similar and then give it away (I'm running out of doors to place wreaths - I put my classic, felted, "Holla!" wreath on our inner door).
And then, to complete my full descent into young, urban, crafter cliché, I've decided that all presents this year will be wrapped in brown kraft paper and classic red baker's twine. BECAUSE OF COURSE THEY WOULD BE. I'M A WALKING ETSY BILLBOARD.
Tonight we had freezer curried squash soup & gruyere and ham paninis for dinner and listened to holiday music (Advent Activity #5). Even though the Big Yam's preference is to listen to his Chinese School CD, which he loves more than anything. I guess I shouldn't complain - he's picked up two of the songs and a bunch of the vocabulary, which is reinforcing my belief that early second language introduction is both feasible and practical.
Pretty terrible picture of the Boobla (who looks 10?!) going to town on his 4th bowl of squash soup. But I love how our tree photographs against our purple wall.