i've honestly never felt so guilty in my life. i MISSED MY FRIEND'S PARTY. the dotytron and i fell asleep at 9pm last night and didn't wake up until the wee hours of saturday morning. ugh. i feel so guilty. not only did i let my friend down, i didn't deliver my bff's care package, our care package, and flaked out on a bunch of friends that i haven't seen in MONTHS who were going to be there. i'm so pissed! i mean, i KNOW my attendance at things is spotty at best, especially jungle events, which i've all but given up on, but the fact that i missed this, when i fully intended to be there, blows. i feel like such a monumental f**king jerk.
i don't even want to post anything today as punishment for not making it last night.